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My interest and insights have changed over the years, things are not what they used to be, things are not what they really seem to be, life is much more than what we perceive it to be, my blog is my attempt to understand and share some of my thoughts that are expressible. Happily married, mother of two amazing little people...

Sunday, December 31, 2006

Welcome 2007

A s we welcome a bright new year, may we be touched with God's light, rekindled faith...
May the new year open up for us new horizions, and may our hearts be filled with new hopes and joys.... Heres wishing everyone happiness and prosperity in the new year....
Dont forget to say a prayer for the oppressed, say a prayer for the world...
Peace and Love

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Reflections and Resolutions

Once again we are at that time of the year, when we tend to reflect on the highs and the lows and make resolutions to abide by which will, ideally, improve our lives...Ive come far this year, in every ways... Ive grown internally, healed alot and learnt endlessly.I have regrets that cost alot.. The past 10 months had been like waves,one minute high up and the next your flat on your and downs.. like everyone else..Its what make us who we are, and what we are..This time of the year is always very sentimental to me,reflecting, reflecting...Its also the time when we traditionally make resolutions for the upcoming year which normally last as long as the New Year’s vacation and are soon quickly forgotten as we resume our usual busy schedules and daily lives..

"Making resolutions is a cleansing ritual of self-assessment and repentance that demands personal honesty and, ultimately, reinforces humility. Breaking them is part of the cycle."
Eric Zorn.

Well we are given the chance to get it right this time around again lol, put our willpower to test and absolutley ignore temptations(sigh) and stick to our resolutions for atleast a few months.Ive never been the one to take new years resolutions very seriously, a few months ill stick to it, and after that, its forgotten..I however tend to make changes as necessary on a day-day basis... to suit my own needs and wants lol..One thing ive learnt though, is to say exactly what I mean, and dont ever take anything or anyone for granted.. My greatest regrets is waiting too long to say the things I should have, there are so much pepole in my life - family, friends, and that special someone, whom iveall taken for granted that they will always be there, and that they know how important they are to me, but do they really know? When is the last time I told them?Have I ever told them?Sure I hug and kiss mom and dad each day, and tell them I love them, and everyone else, but did I ever told them exactly why I love them? Why they are so special to me?So this is my resolution for life, not just for New Years but each day, at least one heartfelt expression of friendship and love to someone near and dear to me..And yes, there are times when this expression of affection is embarrassing. I’m not a very demonstrative person, but I do want to rise above the fear of expression that I have, there are lots of worst things in the world than to be embarassed by your own emotions..

Resolutions and expectations...

1.Say what I mean, and mean what I say
2.Study and excell
3.Spend more time with my family, as a family
4.Make time for myself
5.Spend less time online daily ( YES I MEAN IT, sighh, wasted loads of time)
6.Stop worring about anything, and live one day at a time
7.Go to atleast one CWC matches in the Caribbean
8.Read alot more each day
9.Improve myself spiritually
10. Be married... ( wheww YES!! its about time I guess, or so im told LOL)

What are some of your resolutions??

This is officially my last blog for the year since im going to be seriously occupied..Heres wishing that everyone have a splendid time, and enjoy every minute of the season, May your new year be filled with blessings,joy,laughter and happiness, and may you be safe and strong...
Let us take time to be thankful for all that we have in our life and for all the people in our life, let us give to the less fortunate and bring cheer to everyone and let us learn to carry this spirit of the holidays every day of our lives , God Bless each and every one of you.
So Long....Unfurl your sails and ride the wind! !!!

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

You've spent your whole life creating your personality. Even now it is a work in progress, with every detail being fine tuned in response to your experience of life.
Imagine, though, how it would be if your personality were to simply vanish. What exactly would be left?
You would still be you, just as you were on the day you were born. In fact, without the personality you've spent so long developing, you would be purely you....
There would be no mask behind which to hide. The intact, unblemished essence of your being would be clear and unmistakably evident......
The vast majority of things that you spend so much time worrying and fretting about each day, matter only to your personality. They are of no real concern to the authentic person who lives inside....
Seek to stay in touch with the true person you are beyond the personality you have adopted. And you'll devote more energy to what really matters...

What you believe in is what really matters.... and it surely reflects who you are, and it depends on who you are...

Thursday, December 07, 2006


Truth is sometimes stranger than fiction, and how about 70 kilometers east the capital of the Czech Republic, Prague, lies a small town called Sedlec. It might have been an ordinary enough town, if not for its extraordinary church.The inside of this church is decorated with artworks made of real human bones. The story begins in 1218, when a certain Abbot Henry made a pilgrimage to the holy land and brought back a jar full of soil from cemetery, which he spread over the Church. As a result the church came to be regarded as more sacred and turned into a popular burial spot . By 1318, more than 30,000 bodies were buried there and by 1511, it had become necessary to remove the older bones to make place for the new ones. These later became the material for the macabre creations. In 1870 a local woodcarver was hired by the Duke of Shwartzenberg to decorate the inside of the church with the human remains (approximately 40,000 sets of human bones). Now it is one of the most extraordinary church in the whole world.... Boney Church - isn't it morbidly amazing???

Sunday, December 03, 2006

Laughter for a quiet Sunday...

Guyanese will enjoy this..

Learn Chinese in five (5) minutes!!

English:That's not right
Chinese: Sum Ting Wong

English:Are you harboring a fugitive?
Chinese: Hu Yu Hai Ding

English:See me ASAP
Chinese: Kum Hia Nao

English:Small Horse
Chinese: Tai Ni Po Ni

English:Did you go to the beach?
Chinese: Wai Yu So Tan

English:I bumped into a coffee table
Chinese: Ai Bang Mai Fu Kin Ni

English:I think you need a face lift
Chinese: Chin Tu Fat

English:It's very dark in here
Chinese: Wai So Dim

English:I thought you were on a diet
Chinese: Wai Yu Mun Ching

English:This is a tow away zone
Chinese: No Pah King

English:Our meeting is scheduled for next week
Chinese: Wai Yu Kum Nao

English:Staying out of sight
Chinese: Lei Ying Lo

English:He's cleaning his automobile
Chinese: Wa Shing Ka

English:Your body odor is offensive
Chinese: Yu Stin Ki Pu

Friday, December 01, 2006


Im in a mood for a long while, and I have no idea why...No im not approaching menopause and I doubt its PMS.. But jeeze everyone I talk to, we seems to end up arguing, or it just ends horrible...Am I hating the world, everything and everyone this badly?? I need help im sure, cause I sure did hurt alot of people, but believe me, I didnt meant a thing I said, nor was it intentional, it just happened!!! lots of times!! and I got no control over it... Nothing else I can say or do, but hope somehow, someday they will know exactly what Ive meant and how I felt...
The following is part of a conversation with a friend, just goes to show how messed up I really am...

My Friend: urgh
My Friend: ur impossible!
Me: thank you
My Friend: jesus
My Friend: what the hell is wrong with u
My Friend: for the past god knows how long
My Friend: uv ebeen given me non stop attitude
Me: hmm just wana drive u insane
My Friend: why
Me: cuz it makes me happy
My Friend: in that case ill talk to u whenever i feel im in the mood to take some shit from sum1 . ill see u later
My Friend: bye
Me: oh yea?
Me: fine, u can just delete and block me too
My Friend: so thats not an option for me
My Friend: but since ur in such a bitchy mood all the time
My Friend: u can do the honours
My Friend: good night.