Im in a mood for a long while, and I have no idea why...No im not approaching menopause and I doubt its PMS.. But jeeze everyone I talk to, we seems to end up arguing, or it just ends horrible...Am I hating the world, everything and everyone this badly?? I need help im sure, cause I sure did hurt alot of people, but believe me, I didnt meant a thing I said, nor was it intentional, it just happened!!! lots of times!! and I got no control over it... Nothing else I can say or do, but hope somehow, someday they will know exactly what Ive meant and how I felt...
The following is part of a conversation with a friend, just goes to show how messed up I really am...
My Friend: urgh
My Friend: ur impossible!
Me: thank you
My Friend: jesus
My Friend: what the hell is wrong with u
My Friend: for the past god knows how long
My Friend: uv ebeen given me non stop attitude
Me: hmm just wana drive u insane
My Friend: why
Me: cuz it makes me happy
My Friend: in that case ill talk to u whenever i feel im in the mood to take some shit from sum1 . ill see u later
My Friend: bye
Me: oh yea?
Me: fine, u can just delete and block me too
My Friend: so thats not an option for me
My Friend: but since ur in such a bitchy mood all the time
My Friend: u can do the honours
My Friend: good night.