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My interest and insights have changed over the years, things are not what they used to be, things are not what they really seem to be, life is much more than what we perceive it to be, my blog is my attempt to understand and share some of my thoughts that are expressible. Happily married, mother of two amazing little people...

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Someone please hit me so hard!!!!

Or slap me on the back of my head or punch me in the stomach or face. I bet you want to know why I am opening invitations to give me a good beating, and I am sure you probably don't care, because you just don't know how to get here fast enough to happily accept the invitation. Well, let me tell you, I was just not in the best of moods today, and took it out on someone that I really should've not. I was snappy and mean. I was slightly frustrated by my snappiness which made me more snappy and bitchy. Then I thought about it, and I know it's going to bother me until I see them again and make up for it if I can. But how? I have to dwell on these damn "emotions" and be bothered for a really long while.I was never an expert in realizing exactly when to push people away. Closeness freaks me out. I am very close to my friends,I dont have many, two really close and dear ones and would never ever push them away. In fact, if they try to go away( when we kinda fight), I try as hard as I can to keep them from doing just that. But there are some people that I just want to have so close, yet it seems the closer I want them,and the closer they tried to get, the harder I try to push them away. Seriously, someone, tell me, what's wrong with me?Pardon me while I go and scream into a pillow!

Friday, January 26, 2007

50 things about me...

1. Nickname: Tima - the common one - the one for strict use by family members only

2. Were you named after anyone? Yes

3. When did you last cry? everytime

4. Do you like your handwriting?Somewhat... It can look nice sometimes but utterly horrible in others.

5. What is your favorite lunch meat?Erm... What's a lunch meat?

6. Do you have kids?Nope

7. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
If I can't even be friends with myself, who will be friends with me?!


8. Do you have a journal? Yes but I'm not telling you where I keep it!

9. Do you use sarcasm a lot? I used to use it a lot... Lately I've kinda lost the knack to do it...

10. Do you still have your tonsils? Yes

11. Would you bungee jump?Bring it on baby!

12. What is your favorite cereal?FROOT LOOPS!

13. Do you take off your shoes when you sit down? yeah i need to do that before i get to the sofa!

14. How many freckles on ya bum?Odd question.. Is it really important for you to know?


15. What is your favorite ice cream? Pistachios and Almond and anything with chocolate..

16. What is the first thing you notice about people? Their eyes...

17. Red or pink? Pink

18. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? My ability to trust others easily

19. Who do you miss the most?? Someone

20. Do you want everyone to send this back to you? Ummm they better.. Its taking my time do answer this anyways!!

21. What color pants and shoes are you wearing? I'm not wearing any shoes... As for pants, they are grey.

22. The last thing you ate? Chinese cake

23. What are you listening to right now?The sound of me typing.

24. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Blue.

25. Favorite smell?Hmm... The smell of success! :)) Okok... Seriously... I like the smell of my perfume - Colours of Bennetton, the smell of freshly mowed grass, the smell of the Body Shop stores and the smell of chocolate.

26. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? My aunt..

27. Do you like the person who sent this to you?Yeah I do.

28. Favorite drinks? Coke, Water.

29. Favorite sport? Cricket, Werstling, Tennis, Football

30. Hair color? Brown- I used to have dark black ..

31. Eye color?Dark brown

32. Do you wear contacts? Nope

33. Favorite foods? Pizza, rice, chicken cooked in various ways, and ice cream.

34. Scary movies or happy endings? Both. Different times call for different types of movies.

35. Last movie you watched?Hilary Duff and Chad Michael Murray's "The Cinderella Story"

36. What color shirt are you wearing?Green

37. Summer or winter? umm Summer

38.Hugs or kisses? Both

39. Favorite dessert? Hahahahahaha... If that's a singular, then you're crazy because I'm a dessertarian! How can I have only *one* favourite dessert?! You've got to be kidding! ROFL! Mochi... Ice cream... Cake... Fruits... Jello... Pudding... Pie... There's more...

40. Mostly likely to respond? I dont know

41. Least likely to respond?What a redundant question. Similar to No 40.

42. What did you watch on tv last night? Passions

43. Do you have pets? Nope

44. Who was the last overnight guest in your home? Umm I cant say that loud..

45. What are your favorite sounds? Music! Babies laughter...

46. Rolling Stones or Beatles?Neither.

47. The furthest you have been from home? away from home

48. Do you have a special talent? creativity..

49. Where were you born? Skeldon , Guyana

50. Here is just for fun! What is your stripper name? What a weird question... Honestly... Like I'd know the answer to that. Heck, I'm no stripper! Nor will I ever be one...

Sunday, January 21, 2007

I came across this.....

Half of the websites I visit, happened by accident. My latest one is this page, that is a "humorous" version of Wikipedia, it's called Uncyclopedia. I was looking up something for my dad, and I started reading it for him, and then we thought something sounded wrong, and way too funny, so I searched for things I know enough about to know right from wrong, and what do you know? It's a mockery of Encyclopedias! Funny stuff. If you want a good laugh, look for things you know about and read up. Please, make sure you don't let your child who's writing a report about the Middle Ages in Europe to use this website! And don't try to contibute to any arguments or conversations based on anything you read here, OK? HAHA else you know what will happen??

Saturday, January 20, 2007


Here are ten small steps for longer life.....

Floss Your Teeth - Flossing at least twice a day is essential to prevent decay. Too few people floss, putting themselves at risk of life threatenting disease such as mouth cancer and heart diseases.
Have your eyes tested - A thorough eye test is a health check that can detect underlying conditions that leave you predisposed to sight loss.
Eat Good Bacteria - Natural yogurt are essential for our digestive health and helping the immune system to work.

Take A Cholesterol Test - Everyone over 40yrs should know their cholesterol level and if it is high, aim to reduce it, as heart disease is the biggest killer.

Stop Slouching - Better posture is the single most effective weapon against chronic back problems

Switch To Unsalted Butter - Cutting your salt intake by one teaspoon a day can halve your risk of coronary heart diseases, check food labels. Choose those with low salt or sodium contents .25g of salt per 100g of food or switched to unsalted butter.

Eat A Can Of Sardine A Week - Omega 3 Fatty acids in oily fish ( sardines, tuna, herring, sprats) plays an important part in the development of the central nervous system and countering a range of conditions, including heart diseases and Alzheimer's. We should eat two portions of fish a week, one of them oily.

Reduce Your Waist Line - A recent study found that people who has the biggest tummies were 40 percent more likely to suffer from heart attack. Women should have a waistline of less than 31.5 inches and men 37 inches.

Squeeze Your Pelvic Floor Muscles - Many women suffers from urinary incontinence - but the embrassassing nature of the problem means many never see a doctor. By doing regular pelvic floor exercise improves your bladder control. First, squeeze your pelvic floor muscles and hold for a few seconds. Repeat this ten times, and do the whole exercise at least four times a day.

Stop Making Plans - 'Live in the moments' the new year is a time when people reflect on the past and makes plans for the future, but if you have too many regrets or set yourself unachievable goals you' ll end up disappointed. 'The term living in the moment - led to less stress and boosted the immune system'.


Should you have questions, please do not hesitate to ask...... add your list too...

Sunday, January 14, 2007

What I did...

Today was a friend of mines wedding...My god I dont know why weddings are always so emotional for me, I so wish can control my tears lol..
Someone told me I cry at weddings because I want to be married as well, but hell no, thats not the truth...Of course I dont want to be married right now... but geeee isnt it just so emotional??
Its a sad thing I think, I mean leaving your home and going with someone else that you love ( yeah that should be exciting) , but an old friend always told me, its just not the glamor on the wedding day, or the dreamy life that counts, its how you see yourself with that person some 10 years down the line, and stuff like that, yeah stuff thats enough to scare me away lol...
Anyways lots of people did it and succeeded right?? But the tears are only natural too??
Im afraid what will happen when im going down that road, im afraid im too very emotional..I think I need help with this thing lol,being an emotional freak is scary at times... Im soo serious!!! I feel embarassed crying when no one else seems to care....
Oh well enough about me going on and on lol, the food at the wedding was good, I met a few old pals, and yeah my friend looked like a princess....

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Scary Passion...
For a while now, I find myself hooked on wrestling, yes its scary lol.. Can you believe ive looked at like 12 DVDs of wrestling in 3 days?? Its like really strange... I remember when I was growing up, everyone used to go crazy about wrestling, and I used to so hate it... It used to gross me out..Someone told me its a bad karma that kicked me there lol...Anyways wrestling is so much fun, yes now I know its not actually real, its just entertainment...I used to be just as crazy for cricket some years ago lol, even though I still like the sport, Im not really freaking out behind it like I used to...
I still cant believe my favourite John Cena lost to stupid Kevin Federline on NYR, I hope pay back time will come soon lol.
DX (The generation X) is kool tooo, The Underaker, Kane, etc
The Hardy boys are cute lol...
The Divas are total madness, non stop laughter, their fights are like chickens, oh how can I forget, Edge and Lita hmm what a couple lol...
Does anyone else have this scary freaky passion ( as he would say) for wrestling??? Or am I only the crazy one?

Friday, January 05, 2007

Thoughts...Assumptions...Meanings..

Its been a while since ive blogged, well here I am again, holidays are done and life is back to normal lol... was I missed???
Its my first blog for the new year..

A new year is here.... It's a great opportunity to re-examine your assumptions, and to get rid of the ones that no longer make any sense.
Assumptions can be very useful because they free you from having to think through every little detail. Assumptions are a practical way to make positive use of your extensive past experience.
Remember, though, that change is a constant part of life. People change, conditions change, the world changes, and all those changes can quickly make your assumptions obsolete.
Outdated assumptions can keep you stuck when there's really no reason for you to be stuck. Outdated assumptions can prevent you from connecting with good and valuable things that are easily within your reach......
As you go through each day, make note of the assumptions you rely upon. Select a few of those assumptions and seriously challenge them.
You'll find limitations you thought you had that are no longer there, and opportunities you never knew about that are now open to you. As the new year begins, free yourself from outdated assumptions, and you'll find all sorts of new possibilities popping into view.

You have the opportunity, right now, to make today mean something. Instead of just getting through this day, you can live it in such a way that it positively transforms your life and your world........
There is an essential part of you that longs to make a difference. Underneath all the superficial comings and goings of daily life, there is a driving purpose that is your life.
Whatever you may be doing on the outside, there is a way to express the purpose that lives on the inside. The more you discover, explore and stay connected to that purpose, the more rich and fulfilling your life will be......
You can make real and lasting meaning out of the smallest, most seemingly insignificant moment. In this day there are countless chances to do so.
Remember often the wondrous miracle that is your life. Let your thoughts, words and actions flow freely from the valuable, authentic person you are, and great things will surely happen.
This is a day to be filled with meaning and positive purpose. Now is your chance to make it a true treasure. You can truly make a difference, you have to power to be what you want to be...