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My interest and insights have changed over the years, things are not what they used to be, things are not what they really seem to be, life is much more than what we perceive it to be, my blog is my attempt to understand and share some of my thoughts that are expressible. Happily married, mother of two amazing little people...

Thursday, November 30, 2006

gosh, something really strange and weird is happening around me and I have no idea what it is...helppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

One Flaw In Women

Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning. They bring joy, hope and love. They have compassion and ideas. They give moral support to their family and friends. Women have vital things to say and everything to give. HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN, IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.......

Sunday, November 26, 2006

omg what a day Im having!! Ive never had such a day with so much mixed emotions, of course I knew im an emotion freak, once I start crying I so cant stop...
Right now im having a temperature, and my head and eyes are going...
Im hoping to feel better soon

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Funny thing...

Lol it was funny, Ive heard "someone" singing in the bath..."im all out of love, im so lost without you..." hahaha

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Well, nothing much, except...

Hmm well what can I say, im just recovering from a nagging toothache thats been bothering me all week..im getting wiser, more of my wisdom teeth peeking out lol...
Well Im still waiting for someone to remember it was my birthday, if they do remember at all!!
Today, was totally weird , jeeze I still so cant believe it, strange things do happen, weird weird...
I promise ill share it as soon as I have some time...
Anyways I hope everyone had a happy thanksgiving, and remembered to be thankful for all that we have, but guys we should be thankful everyday, dont ever forget to be....

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE
Oh yes! Its my birthday again!!!! For a while, ive been seeing this day, and boy,last year just felt like yesterday....Growing old too fast indeed...
21 years! Time flies. Time moves on. Time is nothing, yet time is all. When I was fifteen, twenty one seemed a mile or more away...but here I am, speeding down the road of life, armed with experiences, lessons,maybe alot more that I can comprehend..How much my life have changed, how much my life is changing...Oh my Goshhh how did I ever reach here!!
Well lots did happened in my life from my last birthday to now, and yes ive grown
older, wiser, stronger,etc..Hmm and now I have an ultimatum to fulfill, dont I? (wink at IY,lol)Ive always depended on people to make my day, but you know, I wount anymore, because this time around, im so gona have a blast my myself....no not being selfish....
Anyways, on a serious note, I just cant forget to thank the Almighty for blessing me with health, strength, wisdom,for all the good and the bad, all the lessons ive learnt, all the experiences that thought me how to live, and to carry on etc, and Dear GOD I do hope you continue to bless me and keep me close to you, and forever make me happy, and yeah let me see alot more of these days..Thank you GOD,and thank you Mom and Dad... I love you both...

Monday, November 20, 2006

Here is what an astrologer said today......

How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others High-spirited, enthusiastic, and exuberant, you love adventure, change, exploring new territory, and are not happy confined to the same safe, familiar, secure little world all the time. You have a strong restlessness and yearning for something greater than anything you've yet experienced, and you often live in your dreams and visions for the future. You tend to believe that the grass is greener somewhere else and you like to keep moving, either literally or figuratively. Idealistic and optimistic, you always expect something better ahead. You love to have a goal, something to aim for, but once you achieve it you are on to something else. You are ever on the lookout for new opportunities and you are a gambler, willing to take risks and to break new ground. The possibility of discovering something new is what makes life interesting for you. You have great faith in life and bounce back quickly from disappointment and failure.

The Inner You

Your Real Motivation Quiet, deep, emotionally complex and intensely private, you are not a person who is easy to get to know and understand. You are extremely sensitive but disinclined to show it, and you allow only a special few into your inner world. Like a wary animal, you are cautious and mistrustful of those you do not know until you "sniff them out". You are very, very instinctive and intuitive. You usually have a strong, immediate gut reaction to people, even though you may be unable to clearly articulate why you feel as you do. Your feelings and perceptions go deeper than words.

wow! I never really knew that much of myself, maybe some of it..and geee I dont believe in those astrology stuff, but I just did it for fun after being bored lol, something I always wanted to do, but of course cant let my parents know I went to an astrologer, else they will freak out lol, hmm my idea of fun haha....

Sunday, November 19, 2006


This is hot!

Platinum Burnished Diamond Band (1/4 ct. tw.)Eight brilliant diamonds are set in brushed platinum. Polished edges add eye-catching shine. Inside edges are rounded for comfortable wear.
WOW! I absloutely love this ring... Dude, your gona have to wear it alright? LOL....
Do you guys think its cute??

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Its really true...

Life can give you a hundred reasons to cry, but you can give life a thousand reasons to smile As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back...

Thursday, November 16, 2006


Sometimes certain things happen in our lives that we least expected, and sometimes the special people in our lives, from whom we do not expect the unexpected, do stuff and change in such a way that it hurts a lot and we never forget those moments in our lives. When all this happen we are totally shocked as we never expected, sometimes we really feel sad!! , all thatmakes us us happy , do not excite us any more, in other words it appears like Life has come to a halt and it will never move ahead. But after some time when life gets on track again, we start moving on. But still those moments, those situations and those special people remain somewhere in our mind and heart, and when we recall them, we feel sad, and we again get upset and pray to GOD that these things never again happen in our life and we wish that those days and those friends and special people could come back again, or never to be seen again in our lives.
We always get to learn from these situations. We do not have anything in our hands ever , we can not change anything even if we want to, as some things are controlled by a Power , which we have never seen , but just felt......, and we are helpless in front of that Power called GOD. But it is said that what ever God does is for our benefit..., and keeping all this in mind we keep on moving.
But certain things are in our hands,sometimes we can stop those friends and special friends of ours and can make them realize about the changes and the situations. Never let any misunderstanding arise and be true to all relations from heart. So never let your special friends move out of your life, try everything to keep them with you, else if they are gone, we repent for whole life. Let the bad ones go.
And do not count what you have lost. Just see what you have now, because past never comes back but sometimes the Future can give us back our lost things.
I do not know what I have written, I had some thing in my mind which I have learned from this world and LIFE and I tried to convert that into words. But why does life keep teaching me lessons , I Have No Desire To Learn........

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Finally...

Im getting back on track with all thats happening in my life...
Feels good after a very corrupted week.
Hmm yes my blog looks different cuz ive been playin around with the settings, so now here ive got a brand new template... How does it look now??

Here are some thoughts for today...

Who you are Are you the baby who was born so many years ago? Are you the child who frolicked in the sunshine?
Are you the brash young person who dreams of changing the world? Are you the mature and gentle person who has learned the value of acceptance and forgiveness?
You are all of these and more. You are, in part, the substance of the moments you have experienced, and the hopeful anticipation of times to come.
Yet the person you are goes beyond mere experience and thought. For you are the very awareness that gives it all meaning.
No task is mundane and no day is ordinary when you fully grasp who you are. Nothing is impossible when compared to the marvel and wonder of your existence.
Whatever small or great challenge or event may come, be sure to remember who you are and how miraculous is the fact of being. And who you are, grows even more capable of giving meaning to it all.
-- Ralph Marston


Sunday, November 12, 2006

Oh well....

It never seems to be over, why why why.......
It feels horrible....Am i this terrible??
Even my blog settings got messed up!!

Saturday, November 11, 2006

The Amazing CN Tower....... Canada's Wonder of the world!

Creating a spectular skyline in downtown Toronto is Canada's most breath-taking, recognizable and celebrated icon. CN Tower stands at a height of 553.33m (1,815 ft., 5 inches), it is Canada’s National Tower, the World's Tallest Building, an important telecommunications hub, and the centre of tourism in Toronto.


In the tower is the amazing glass floor and the observation deck. Its a real test of courage to walk across the glass floor at 113 stories above the ground! That dare to walk on air experience, with only 2 1/2 inches of glass holding you 342m in the air lol. Amazingly the glass floor can withstand 4,100 kPa (600 lbs/sq in) or the equivalent to 14 adult hippos, so be brave next time lol...

The tower have a magnificent revolving 360 resturant, that offers a breathtaking spectular veiw, and a romantic evening.If the glass floor isn't enough excitement for you, hit the Arcade or LEGO Racers: The Ride motion simulator ride. The Maple Leaf Cinema also plays a 15 minute film on the construction of the tower 30 years ago.

Amazing isnt it??




Friday, November 10, 2006

When will it stop...

Having a terrible night, nothing is going right, and its freaking me out...
Why cant I ever say what I feel, what I meant, what im thinking??? I always expect people to see right though me and to know how im feeling, to know my thoughts, to say the words I want to hear... But I guess if I never say how I feel, im gona have alot more of these terrible nights. Maybe things like these happen to let us see how really bad it can get, how much things can change....Im sure gona have to change that bad habit of mines...

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Its strange, isnt it??

How things can really change you??
When you just cant keep up anymore with all thats happening around you,
with all thats expected of you...
I guess im realising how naive I am, I always give people the benefit of a doubt until they prove me wrong....alot of times.
I think i'd probably be alot more disappointed in life if I was more pessimistic, but I just don't think I can be. I don't want to let go of my assumption that everyone is a nice, good and kind, or that everyone is as positive about life as I am. Maybe it's about time, though, or maybe i've met a lot of negative people lately.
.... Maybe....Maybe....Maybe...

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Weird Fact of the Day:
The longest word in the English language, according to the Oxford English Dictionary, is pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis. The only other word with the same amount of letters is pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconioses, its plural.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

"its really actually true, what they would normally say"

"no man is an island"